I’m trying to be a devotee of Krishna but I’m facing an issue

I was born in a family that eats non veg and doesn’t support my decision towards becoming a devotee of Lord Krishna. I have a testimony that happened last year and ever since then Lord Krishna changed my life and I have become so attached to him and I’m not even materialistic in any way shape or form. I have no interest in anything material, neither this phone. I chant everyday read the Gita listen to his bhajans and learn more about him and do offerings when I am free as a student. However my family doesn’t allow me to eat vegetarian. They aren’t necessarily the understanding type at all and I’ve tried several occasions and lies to convince them I can’t eat meat that day but they never fall for it. I know me eating non veg is keeping my path to Krishna stagnant. I have no interest in eating meat and I hate having to do something that Krishna doesn’t appreciate but I have no choice here, I have tried convincing and lying to them but it gets sickening to the stomach everytime they buy meat for me and I know if I try to deny it the men in my family relentlessly insult me and yell at me until I have no choice but to just shut them up by eating it. I can’t necessarily do anything else. I’ve prayed to Krishna to please give me a solution for this. They go crazy and mad when I don’t eat meat and just put it on my plate and force eat it to me. Right now I’m at my family home for winter break but once it’s done next week I have to move away cities again for university. Until then and anytime I visit family home what do I even say. I’ve been fighting and arguing and lying for so long to them and they never listen to me when I try to tell them I just want to make my own decision and eat vegetarian. The situation has gotten really annoying I’m kinda just giving up now trying to convince them but I’m def avoiding meat eating as much as I can when they force me to. There is nothing more I can do on my end. I know I’m going to get bad karma for all of this but I srsly can’t do anything anymore. I’ll never give up my love and devotion for Krishna thats all I can say