I think I've confused gods

So I was born in a Hindu family but I don't like praying to any god (do not confuse with atheism), recently I got back into Hinduism, I read the bhagvad gita, fast for shiva on Mondays and call Krishna my 'friend'.

despite this I don't even want anything from any god, what I'm doing just happens to align with my personal goals, it just so happened that Hinduism was in my path to those goals, so I'm curious what god(s) think of me, and how it effects my image.

For clarification, I'm not asking god to help me in my goals, actually I don't like it at all when people pray to god for only their benefit. But I neither love nor hate god itself.