Convince me to stay ex-muslim

Every time my guilt has subsided, I get some shit like this on my fyp and I get scared again. Scared of hell and Gods punishment. I don’t mant to fall into Islams trap again. Help me out please. I need inconsistency or errors in Quran so that I don’t fall for this shit again. The fact that I left had eating at my conscience and this is just making it worse.