Miscarriages

I'll prob delete this soon as not to dox myself but i have had a lot of miscarriages, as well as live births with healthy children. All of these happened while still in the church. I would get blessings from my FIL and they would always say I'd have a healthy child because god knows I'll teach the baby the Book of Mormon. I only got blessings further in the pregnancy so they usually weren't any blessings miscarriages to mess with my mind on why I lost the baby. Step ahead, I left the church, lost a later term baby, (no blessing because I did not want one) And now I'm pregnant again and started bleeding about 12 weeks. My fil unfortunately was there when I started bleeding so he found out and asked if I wanted a blessing. I said no. (He does not know I'm out of the church because I've not worked up the nerve to deal with his explosion) I asked my husband who is still in if he wanted me to get a blessing as it's his child as well and he said yes. So I told fil I changed my mind.

Fil blessing: your child will be fine and healthy only because god knows you'll teach the baby the Book of Mormon. 😬

Baby is about to be born and is fine. Maybe I'm going to return to the church? Is that what the blessing promises? Lol 😜