Help! Has anyone been able to reason through the apocalyptic panic when SDA members talk about Trump and Project 2025?

I’ve fallen back into thinking the world’s ending with talking about Trump and Vance’s Sunday law. Even though I know that EGW had a lot of brain damage and that William Miller was wrong with the 2800 days timeline with the Daniel and Revelations prophesies, I feel guilty for leaving the SDA church and for not believing the stories I was told. Sure my family is SDA and I love my family but I wonder if I was insane to ever leave the church. I’m having a lot of that doomsday thoughts come back again. Do you have any thoughts on how to think through this or if the SDAs were actually right or not?