Scared to do things and been avoiding facing real world for almost 8 years
As the title says, yes I've been avoiding facing real life for nearly 8 years now. Like I'm 27 now, and I think since 2015. I've truly not been working on my life. I mean I didn't graduate high school that year. I became caretaker to my dad but he also passed away after years went by. Then I got my first real job in fast food near my area and I even went to school to get my high school diploma. After that I immediately enrolled in community college but my track record for employment is absolutely so trash that I can't even make a LinkedIn account. In the span of 8 years. I've only held 4 jobs. 2 in fast food and 2 in retail store. In which I've only worked 6 months or less. I put too much on my personal family problems and helped them but never became bread winner or contributer. I'm currently jobless for 3 years now and not attending college either. I don't drive. I have no sifos skills because my self esteem is so down. I feel like I'm just overall afraid to face the real world. The jobs I worked was not something I liked. Infact I felt more ashamed like I kept telling myself. I don't deserve this. I can do much better but I even tried applying remote jobs, office entry level positions but no luck as I have no skills, work experience and qualifications education. In 2025, I told myself I will learn driving , I will find a job and go back to college. But I'm still constantly living in same mindset as 8 years ago.