Please share words of encouragement not to go buy wine.

Edit: thanks for all the support. I made it through and kept to my goal. Had one sweet beverage and it was just enough to get me through.

I committed to not drinking Monday to Thursday this week and this is the first night that I'm really struggling. Its not a life or death thing, I'm not a binge drinker, I'm a moderate daily drinker and holy hell is this an oddly tough day - I've been thinking about it on and off for like 6 hours even through trying to distract myself with a coffee with friends, cleaning my house, and now I have to conquer cleaning the kitchen and making dinner (my darkest nemesis).

Thanks for letting me vent.