İm 16, i plan on killing myself after highschool.

İ dont see the point

Im 16(M), turning 17 in 6 months.

I also have a stutter, and have social anxiety due to this.

All my life, ive never taken care of myself, never went to the market to buy bread, never done chores, never talked to any stranger about anything, never went to the reception of a hotel to ask what time breakfast is served, never booked an appointment, never called support for an issue with my phone bill, never ordered food without showing what dish i want by pointing at a menu, etc etc…

I didnt miss out on these because im a slob, aimply because of my stutter abd social anxiety

I can handle myself just fine in highschool, can make people laugh, but ive never really talked to anyone 1 on 1, never told a story, never apoken for more than 3 sentences.

And, after i finish highschool and university, i simply dont see anything else for me

I see myself at 26, alone until i die

And i would rather kill myself than live that, thats why ive made plans of doing that, when that time comes

I also feel like its too late to fix it, you saw all the basic life “skills” i cant do, and at 16…

I just feels completely lost, i dont see a way out, i think i failed at life.

And unless i somehow fix it, im going through with my plan of ending it after i finish university

Im here as a last effort before i just let life happen as i intent it to go