the day after.

Sorry if this doesn't make much sense.. first time posting. I had my teeth extracted yesterday tops and bottoms.. i have implants on the bottoms for snap on later, so the dentist seem to have to put extra stitches on the bottom. I was still bleeding too much when i left to wear the immediates. Plus the top seem too big and there was no suction at all. Came home and honestly had a small mental breakdown.. I was told that even though the bottom probably wouldn't fit right at first.. that that most people do not have problems with the tops. So this morning I went in for a post op visit. Dentist is happy with my mouth.. barely any swelling.. and honestly no pain other than the annoyance of the stitches.. He tried to put in my dentures.. they fall right out. He shaped the bottom a little, but honestly I am not even trying to wear the bottoms till the stitches are gone.. the extra amount of stitches makes the denture actually hurt, and there is no keeping them in without adhesive, and I cant do that until I heal more. As for the tops, I am not swelling and they are so big that they just fall right out. They told me that to try some adhesive on the palate.. so I came home and tried.. they stay in for the most part.. kinda.. but they feel like they are up my nose. They don't hurt.. just feel very odd.. I wasn't expecting how hard the plastic is, and I know that this is a learning process. I am scheduled for an soft reline for next week. They don't normally do one so early, but I think they can tell that the dentures are too large for me. I am trying to keep hopeful, but I am worried. Like I said I can deal with no bottoms for now and let my mouth heal.. but i am so worried about the tops. I know I should be looking at the good.. no pain (just taking Tylenol and Ibuprofen) .. barely any swelling. just the bottom lip a little ( but the top denture does make it look like my upper lip is swollen but it isn't). I have been warn that the 3rd day can be worse, but so far it has been ok. I keep on telling myself in a year I will look back to today and laugh at all my worries but deep down I am scared.. and hungry and want a damn Dr.Pepper.. lol. Soups are not filling, soda has to wait another day depending on how i feel tomorrow. I got this.. deep down I know that.. but I just need to vent a little.