Demi Validation for me!

I'm currently trying to explore, research and introspect a lot on my sexuality. And it's been fun!

I met two people at work, and both of them are attractive. They pretty much tick off the boxes of people I find attractive. (It's a set list in my brain lol)

I find both attractive, but I'm only attracted to one. Lol.

One of them - I talk to a lot and laugh, and I didn't feel any sort of attraction till I felt we had bonded over certain things

The other- attractive, like objectively way more my type. But I feel absolutely nothing, I found it odd that I didn't and just chuckled to myself like that duck smoking meme.

It's more fun to explore this integral part of myself and not be so confused about why it's so hard and rare for me to find people I actually want to sleep with. And why casual sex is horrible for me every time,

And probably why sex never hit until after doing it like four times with the same person and getting feelings for them.