Got my first kill with a gun today.

Came across two people, one while I was by a train, I tried to get him to sit still so that I could loot it. He wouldn't listen and I was forced to say, "Fuck it, it's yours," and walk away. Shortly after, I saw a new person who had a lead pipe in hand. He didn't have a mic, but I started speaking to him explaining that, "I won't kill you unless you try to kill me." He started looking for weaknesses, circling me like an idiot and I told him, "This is a Sporter 22 Semi-automatic rifle, you will fucking die if you charge me." I guess he thought I didn't have bullets (fair, I did have no armor) so he charged. 7 shot later, 6 in body, one in his fucking skull, my first kill with a gun. He managed to hit me, but not before I got the last shot out. I don't know why, but this actually hurt me emotionally, and I had to calm myself down by saying, "I warned him, I feel no shame for him and his death. He chose to die." TL;DR: Killed my first guy with a gun, and I think I was shocked.