i can't talk to women

Why can't I find a girlfriend or experience love? I haven't talked to a girl since I was a kid and I've never even held a girl's hand, not even as a friend over time, my isolation and selfhatred have grown

I tried everything I lost weight from 95 kg to 70 kg, hoping to find "love" I started reading books, developing new hobbies and interests in music and languages, changing my style, and improving my skin. But I still feel like nothing has changed in my life. Why?

I can't even talk to women or look them in the eyes. My face turns red, and my walking changes whenever I pass by a girl. (and no I don’t think about anything sexual when I see a woman 🤓)

I'm 16 now, and I've never been loved. I tried talking to two girls this year, but I was rejected and mocked. what’s the solution?