I decided to be more mature because...
I wish to build a healthy mature relationship and I learned to accept that this is only possible when you are a responsible adult who lives like one and not like you are still in your teen years, only having fun, procrastinating and finding excuses.
I'm still struggling with some responsibilities like having a stable routine but it's getting better and better every year. I'm still attracting women who are immature in behaviour and that for me is a sign that I still have a lot of homework to do. Because we attract what we are.
Wish me luck and strength!
Have a good day!