Did you have a happy childhood?

I've been really trying to dig into why I truly don't want kids and it's beyond the mental, physical, and financial difficulties. I have a million reasons but I think the main reason is because I had a crappy childhood. I was born here but I come from a family of immigrants so we were very poor growing up. My parents constantly fought around us, we aren't the type of family that gives hugs or says I love you. At my wedding I didn't have a father-daughter dance because that felt weird even though I love my father. In addition to that I have religious trauma. I'm an ex-Jehovas Witness and if you know, you know. I'm now atheist. So I'm wondering did you have a nice childhood? And also are you religious or believe in god? I feel like there's a correlation.