switched from escitalopram to bupropion ... [AuDHD & perfectionist like M.F]

hi nice people ... i hope this doesn't violate the forum rules

i take adhd meds at highest dosage [perscribed ,not self med] ... im caregiving my father for decades [yes i know it's sound creepy , im myself an old compare to you guys] ... he's about to passing away and leaving me hopelessly alone ... Now this isn't happening like what you see in the movies , it's a huge grief [just imagine something big now * 100000] ... today dr gave me B.P 150mg , im only wandering if this actually works , how long takes for you guys to start kick in ? is it suitable by "grieving" [less or much] ... btw if i don't reply it's not out of rudeness , my perfectionism has ruined my life , that's why !

Thank You for being patient with me , im an old guy , don't know how to behave in online forums