i’m so mad

everything is infuriating. people are annoying, things are annoying. their stupid fucking voices make me wanna claw my ears off. everyone's always is my way, of everything. i wanna walk out of wherever i am at a time and just leave, i need to go somewhere where nobody lives. i wanna live in the middle of the fucking desert where no one can bother me and i'm alone and happy. i hate everyone who thinks they're better than me. which is everyone. i can't hold back this burning hatred inside of me anymore, it keeps seeping out. my blood feels like it's boiling and i can't handle the anger thats overrunning my body. it's like a drug pumping through my veins and keeping me awake at night. i hate when the people who i love talk to me. this is so difficult. how the fuck am i supposed to stop being angry when literally everything and everyone irks me??