Seriously, how the fuck am I going to survive this

Baby is almost 5 months. Things are so rough. The newborn stage was insane but literally easy in comparison. I kid you not she just keeps getting harder. I go back to work in a month and I don’t know how I’m going to do it. I get “enough” sleep because of my husband but it’s BARELY enough to function. Baby just literally cries all day, seems bored but hates everything, refuses all naps and sleep, and when we do FINALY get her down for the night she wakes every 2 hours at the MOST.

I hope it goes without saying that we love her more than life. But also my husband and I are both beyond burnt out. We both almost regret having a baby. It’s so insane. Everyone keeps saying “it gets better” but it LITERALLY. JUST. KEEPS. GETTING. WORSE.

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And we don’t need a break tho they are very nice - because I’m talking day in, day out of hard. Homegirl just can’t even. The only thing that USUALLY makes her happy is walking around with her in a certain position from room to room. Great except you cannot stop, sit down, or do anything. My forearms feel bruised. My fingers literally hurt. I am worn down and burnt out and running on fumes.