Who just looks at their child and cries tears because you love them so much?

Just now getting my 1 year old to sleep, he wants to be held like an infant and cuddle, I just keep looking at him and I cry, he's a whole year, he's my miracle baby. I never thought I would get pregnant until I got pregnant with him. I look at him and realize he'll never be this small again and I try to soak in every minute because I know one day I won't get this time back. I don't want him to keep growing because once he's grown he won't need me anymore and that'll be even tougher on me. Maybe it's just me being emotional because I just had his sister a month ago but still babies grow up to damn fast, and I hate it. I wish they could be small forever. I don't want to outgrow being cuddled just yet but I know it'll happen one day. I look at his sweet face and just wish time would slow down.