Moving to Portland but terrified of bridges?!

Heyyy so I have this tiny little stupid problem I’m moving from Salt Lake City to Portland, OR later this fall. Overall I’m super excited but I have a massive fear of bridges and I know there are lots of them in this city. I’ve visited once before and I know I crossed one or two of them against my will but I have no memory of which ones, I was white knuckling it the whole time.

This isn’t really a mild fear that I can overcome with some casual exposure therapy, I have needed to talked to actual mental health professionals about this (embarrassing) and it’s been debilitating in the past. Obviously this isn’t really a problem where I currently live.

Basically how fucked am I? Are the bridges bad here? Can anyone relate and will I get used to it? Im not gonna let this stop me from moving there but I wanna know what I’m in for basically.

Thanks to everyone here for putting up with the silly question 🙃

Edit: I was NOT expecting so many replies omg. Some of these comments are horrifying but I appreciate the honesty lol.

To answer common question - I don’t have a problem with bridges if I’m not driving in fact I like them. I have an irrational fear that if I’m behind the wheel I will just drive off (yep) or there will be a crash. The issue is if I start to panic even just a little bit I convince myself I’m not in control. Will be looking into therapy again !

To those of you who recommend I not move here… well unfortunately I’m a stubborn bitch so I’m making this work one way or another see you around next year! Appreciate all the useful info and advice!