Possible solution to AGP: My "Male-Side", "Allosexuality" and "GAMP" all seem like they're one and the same.

(Technically I'm AGAMP, but no one knows what that is, r/AGAMP)

I recently discovered how deeply interested I am in being with another shemale/transwoman.

Since this discovery I've started to rapidly lose interest in crossdressing, feminization and my own gender identity.

Being "masculine" seems to come naturally when I have an externally directed sexuality, rather than as some sort of monumental effort to attract ciswomen (who's personalities I'm rarely compatable with anyways).

It's as if I've been struggling with my "masculinity" my entire life when nothing was ever wrong in the first place, except that I have a very specific erotic target that I've (mostly) failed to pair with, resulting in me feeling sexually inadequate (perhaps similar to the struggles of someone who is actually homosexual but attempting to be heterosexual).

This is all without actually having a current romantic partner. Just the idea of finding love with a shemale seems to have woken up something inside of me. My gender journey all started with a fascination with Thai Ladyboys, after all.

Because of this, I'm now seriously wondering if directing my sexuality to AlloGAMP might be a better path for me.

Note: I used the word "solution" because I don't consider this a "cure". I think the idea that my autosexuality will "go away" entirely is absurd, nor do I think it's something to be ashamed of. It will always be a part of me on some level, I just think it might be possible to direct it externally.

Has anyone experienced this?

Did it last?

Any other insight?