Figuring myself out after discussions with LGBTQ+ friends

The FAQ pinned on here was very helpful, actually. So I am just starting on this journey of self-discover, but I have always enjoyed romantic relationships, but never had the desire to participate in any sort of sexual activity with that person, let alone an attractive stranger.

I run away from all relationships that start to demand sexual components. It completely ruins the fulfillment of the friendship or romantic connection for me. And I wish I could just freeze the progress of the relationship at the level that I want it, before it gets at all sexual.

I do experience sexual arousal and watch porn while masturbating, but there is no desire to actually have sex, be in those situations, or anything like that.

I also feel a little embarrassed about that, because it seems to clash with my idea of asexuality. The label within the ace community I think best fits me is aegosexual, but I’m really new to all of this and I have no idea what I’m doing!