I do want to have sex

Earlier this year I (27F) realized that I do want to have sex. I've known I'm ace for years and years and up until a few months ago I thought I'd never want to have sex. Well for some stupid reason my libido is so high up in the sky and it's been like this all year. I want to have sex but I don't want to have sex with anyone irl/anyone I know. Does that make any sense? Lol. I don't feel sexual attraction at all (I'm not even demi) except for fictional characters, but I can't have sex with them now can I? Gosh I wish I could. I'm so frustrated both mentally and physically lmao. I DON'T want this sex drive thank you very much!!!