Loneliness

I can't take the constant feeling of loneliness I'm always feeling. I just wish I knew more people who understood that my platonic friendships are the most important thing in the world to me. But I feel like a lot of the people who mean everything to me, don't feel the same way back, because I get overshadowed by their boyfriends or girlfriends or whatever. I just want someone who I can call a true companion without it being a romantic thing. Being aro wasn't a choice, I am physically incapable of feeling romantic love, I've learned that many times, I just wish I had someone who understood. They don't have to feel the same way, they just need to understand.