I highly doubt my pqrents are actually abusive.

They just want the best for me, which is why they hit me. It's not hate, it's just that they are fustrated. They yell at me and call me names/slurs because they are trying to show me what I am. It's my fault I'm a lazy, worthless piece of crap who probably is just gonna end up as a slut. They are just trying to save me