I found out my abortion didn’t work

I (21) just found out that my abortion didn’t work. I got the pill through planned parenthood and took it November 4th. I got a message through the app to take the pregnancy test they provided since the 5 weeks were up. I took it yesterday and it came back positive:( I was 8 weeks along when I took the pills so it’s past the max time for the pills so now my only option is to get the operation done and I’m extremely scared. I’ve heard horror stories from other women saying how traumatic and painful the operation is and how you feel everything and I’m so scared. I have an appointment on the 11th to get an ultrasound done and then I will go from there. I’m in Washington state where it’s up to 21-24 weeks so I know I’ll be safe and won’t get stuck in a situation that I don’t want to be in but I still am so discombobulated now idk how to think or how to feel. Now I get to experience this trauma again a second time only within a month or so:(

Update: thank you for your words of affirmation everyone. After reading the comments I’m a lot more confident about the situation I’m in. Thank you for all of your kind words. I really needed them🫶🏽