I'm doing this alone and I'm scared.

I finally got the green light for Wegovy. All I have to do is send the MyChart message and I can begin.

(CW:239lbs HW:271lbs GW: 150-180lbs, really anything with a 1 in front. Height: 5'5, Female, Age:36 - I have GERD, POTS, Hidradenitis Suppurativa, IBS, gluten free from possible celiacs, and am in early perimenopause, as well as anxiety disorders and PTSD)

I am scared because I am going on this journey alone. I have a spouse (please try not to judge) but they're going through a lot at the moment and have been up front with me since July that they will not be able to emotionally support me on this journey due to overwhelm in their personal life. He's supportive in other ways, even cooking meals, but since I have such intense health anxiety at times, I require some emotional support and he's not available for that atm.

Unfortunately, that was a devastating blow for me To be frank, I've done the diets before and everything you can to lose weight. I yo-yo and I have all my life. I feel like Wegovy is my last chance, and when you feel so desperate for something to work because it's your last chance, you want to do everything you can to make it successful; because the devastation of failing again is too much mentally to bear.

I was wondering if I could use this community, if anyone has used this community as their accountability and support before? I really need help with this, and I currently don't have any. If anyone would be willing to support, that would be amazing.

I've been doing EMDR therapy (PTSD) as well as Nutritional counseling to make this attempt at changing my life permanent and successful. I'm just scared of taking the first step because if this fails, I feel like I will just implode or something.

Encouragement would be appreciated, as well as any stories that might make me feel like this is worth it, like it's going to work, and that I can do this. I just need that little extra push. Thank you all.