I’d rather go into foreclosure

I don’t have it in me to sell my house, I don’t have the drive to sell all of my stuff. Staying here will lead to my own unaliving so I might as well just up and leave instead of becoming a statistic. Anybody else been in this spot? I’m 100pt and absolutely hate where I’m at in a small town that only changes for the worse. My family is more concerned about my credit score dropping than me being alive.