Just gotta get it off my chest.

Like the title says. I just gotta get it off my chest and see if anyone else feels this way.

I served for alittle over five years, i was a dental tech and a greenside Corpsman. I ended up having something happen to me and was medically seperated but was never sent to a combat zone, im 100% disabled but i feel absolutely ashamed of my service and time in cause i never got to deploy. I feel like those five years ammounted to nothing and when people thank me for serving or ask me about my time i just feel regret, dissatisfaction, and ashamed of how mundane my time was. I know to my marines, sailors, airmen, and their families i looked after may still have appreciated me being available at any and all times of the day and night but when i look in the mirror i just see failure. Ive been out now for coming up on four years and was wondering if anyone else felt like this and if it ever goes away.