i wish i had a hobby

i am interested in nothing. i feel like a ghost just lurking around with no aspirations or dreams. when people ask me what i wanna do with my life i have no answer.

i feel drawn to nothing. it feels like i've sold my soul unknowingly. when i see the way other people light up talking about their hobbies or seeing them demonstrate, i get really jealous.

i am very boring and uncool.