I hate it here

Coming to this school was the biggest mistake of my life and I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self to go to cc. I honestly came here to feed my ego like a fucking idiot. I tried joining clubs and making conversation with classmates to make connections but I don’t fw any of the people here. Not to say they’re bad people but I don’t fit in with them and vice versa. My suite mates are terrible. Fucking loud at night, piss on the corner of the toilets without cleaning, leave the common room a mess and just overall rude people. The revelle fleets are horrible housing. If I had the money I would destroy and burn them to the ground and build amazing dorms in its place so no one would have to go through what I am going through. Every time I leave this campus I feel so relieved and at peace but every time I come back it feels so draining and horrible. It has gotten progressively worse since the first day of classes and I know deep down in my heart that I don’t belong here and leaving this school to go to cc next year is the best course of action for me both mentally and financially. I don’t care if I am being overly dramatic writing this and getting all this shit out of my system is the best I felt here in a long time. Fuck UCSD