Might be a strange question

I’m new to this and not really sure how it works or even if I believe it will work but I’m trying to create my own Tulpa and I just thought of something. If you create a Tulpa that is similar to you but more ideal is it possible that you can become them, or that that Tulpa could kind of become the main personality? I hope it’s not a stupid question lol I don’t know much atm.