I cant draw again and other hings

I hate this, i havent been able to draw for two days, i fought with my dad, maybe ill have to remake a research i did months ago bc one of the fucking idiots quit the course and deleted the digital version so ill have to write a new one all over again and its udue to next monday.

Im stressed and i just want to hit myself, why did it have to happen to me of all people, i hate these times where everything i do is garbage, i cant do anything else without thinking about it