No support!!

Trying to stop alcohol -

My son died 5 1/2 years ago -

I acquired a serious drinking habit to dull the pain . It worked for a while and then I got bored of it . I asked my doctor for medication to help me stop drinking alcohol. I was able to stop with the medication, for long periods of time. 

For a variety of reasons I have been drinking quite a bit again, for the last couple of months. My mother died, family problems, etc.  I am feeling very unwell and so I  I decided to start taking the medicine again and I confided TODAY in my (somewhat new) boyfriend about my vulnerabilities and what I am trying to go through. Resuming the medicine, and hopefully not drinking alcohol . I asked him to be understanding and nice to me and it seems like he really was going to be supportive.

He had a invitation to go out to a dinner party on his own, tonight and he went to the store and bought alcohol for it . Ok fine

I have no problem with HIM drinking -

I was not asking him to change anything about himself simply to be kind to me when I go through a very difficult few days .

I also asked him to buy me some Gatorade to help me in my detox .

So I went to the fridge to get the gatorade and there is the beer in the fridge. 😭😭😭

he has a vehicle he could’ve easily left it in the car, he is going in the car to the dinner party why did he bring it to the fridge? 

I poured my heart out to him this afternoon and I confided to him how difficult this is for me and I am really going to need some support at least for the next few days - so he buys fucking beer and puts it in the fridge ?

Just seems like he hates me !