Im so lost in life…

Im 19 turning 20, starting my 2nd year of university. I feel so lost in life, my grades are falling, I have no motivation to do anything, my sleep schedule is absolutely shit, when I try and be more healthy via improving my diet and exercising , I just fail.

The only bit of respite I have is social media, it makes me feel for some reason.

I’ve tried many times to quit social media and be more productive, truth is when I “disconnect” and put down the phone and the headphones, life feels so unreal…

Like i’m feeling nothing and everything at the same time. I can’t find the motivation for anything because everything has become so difficult for me, studying, living my life… all of it seems so impossible

… is there something wrong with me?