I'm done.

Look, I'm so spiritually dry that I'm tempted to just..give up this whole Christian thing. I know you guys are much more knowledgeable than me so please help, I've prayed and fasted and read the bible. Ive even tried researching the church fathers.

I dont know what it is, I just woke up one morning (the day before i was sharing christ and spiritually on fire) and I just didn't have motivation. So I prayerfully waited. And waited. Its been months. Maybe God is trying to show me something or give me patience, i dont know why this is happening. It may be the demons from when I used to be a demoniac and satanic, and in a cult.

Please. I'm on the verge of quitting. What do I do?