Struggling with the regret of transitioning later.

I transitioned around a few months short of turning 29. My body had already fully masculinized and I had gone bald ( Norwood 5 ). I tried to come out at 14 and was pushed back into the closet by an openly anti LGBT conservative Christian environment. Not transitioning sooner is my biggest regret. Testosterone wrecked my body and living in the closet wrecked my mind and ruined my life. Over 6 years later and I'm still picking up the pieces. I need ffs and body contour to make up for what testosterone did. I had breast augmentation over a year ago. I can never be slender, I can only be the broad kind of curvy. Because of the political situation and my rough financial situation, I'm years away from being able to get another surgery.

How can I better cope with not transitioning sooner and having a more masculine body?