I hate feeling like this.

Some days I really feel like I’m a therian but other days I’m like “yeah but what if I’m not and it’s all just me being influenced by the internet” but it’s not right because I just feel something deep down inside me that’s not human..but I don’t have shifts..apart from the odd phantom shift maybe but otherwise I don’t shift. I know I’m a wolf and I think I’m an eastern timber wolf but I can’t be sure. This sucks. I wish I could just know. Does anyone else ever feel like this?