Tattooing difficulties

Hello! I’m just looking for some advice, and any will be greatly appreciated. (If this isn’t the right thread, please let me know)

Back in August, I decided to talk to a few tattoo artists about apprenticeships, practice, getting started etc. I had one person tell me that they never did an apprenticeship and did it all from home (which is legal in my state) and practiced until they were confident and worked out of a salon. Another person quoted me for a $4k, 2-year apprenticeship where I would only be drawing and putting stencils on til the 1.5 year point, which I think is standard? The final artist I talked with talked about opening their own shop and allowing me to be an apprentice for less than the previous offer, but for the same amount of time and practice. They just recently opened this shop and it’s maybe big enough for a single person and client, so I feel like that offer is no longer available.

Other artists I’ve gotten tattoos from have offered me to just sit and watch them, without any interference, so I can get a general idea. I also have my own gun, inks, supplies, etc. I was advised not to practice on the fake skin til I did an apprenticeship which feels contradictory?? Please correct me if I’m wrong on anything. I’m just so lost, and I feel like I’m running in circles. Any help is great since I’m losing hope and losing hope quickly. Thank you!!

I also want to add, I’ve been drawing. I draw all my own tattoos, I have my own etsy with my art on it. I’ve practiced stenciling on friends and family. Just want to add this if it helps at all.