I went to the hospital for suicidal ideation

I am abused by my mother at home, and my therapist called the the hospital due to me admitting being suicidal. I begged her not to, but unfortunate she did not listen and forced me to go there. Well, nothing really changed. I admitted to the psychiatrist that the reason why I'm suicidal is due to my mother's abuse, and they did nothing. They simply let me nine hours later back to my parents because I'm an adult, no program recommendations or anything. When I told them I did not feel safe home, they simply told me there isn't much they can do I'm 19... So there i am, back to my mother's home... She beats me up, because she suspects I told the therapist horrible things about her, my father is angry at me. And nothing changed, I'll forever be a victim Now if I try to hurt myself I'll never admit it to anyone, I'll keep my feelings to myself. Don't make the same mistake as me... If you're abused no one can help you... Therapy is only for when you're done with your situation(Over and abusive relationship, over bullying) it's not for people suffering like me. I told them she'd beat me... And she did... And she will continue... All I know now is that no one will cry for my death...