Im done
I thought hey i can give advice maby from personal expierence on reddit but apperently no
Im just done
I try to type english but i use a translator becaus my main langue isnt english but dutch
My doctor and therapist is right i better can euthenize myself becaus this world just isnt for me (in my country its legal and my doctor wants to help me in it as i aply becaus of my mental anguish)