Think it's time to go

So yeah as the title says I think it's time to go. I'm 39 and I've had an average life. I have an amazing wife and 2 beautiful kids. I just don't think i can hang on because of them. My life is pretty plain. Have a job that is toxic and they don't care, I know I'm easily replaced sure it pays well but I know I'm not going anywhere in it. I know someone will comment like just change your job , kinda hard when you hear people loosing thiers and unemployment rising. But what about your mates I hear you say to yourself I don't have mates I'm the guy never gets the hey mate keen for a beer at the pub etc nah I'm the one always asking and as always nah not really fussed about a beer etc I know alot if people and that's where it ends. It just seems everyone is leaving and doing better things where I'm still the same person and in the same place I was this time last year just existin, i feel like i have nothing happening. I day dream alot and talk to myself i can feel something . REM were right it's easier to leave then to be left behind

I know someone will comment that oh the universe/God has a plan for you blah blah blah then tell universe/God what's your plan where am I heading.. give me something please !!!!!!

Anyways not really a question just a vent I guess yeah