Well it's official, I'm out of my nursing program

The title pretty much says it all. I got the official email to both my personal and school email that I am out. I'm feeling the pain and depression all over again and honestly feel like I shouldn't pursue nursing anymore. I know other schools have nursing programs, but I feel like the one I was in had multiple connections to different hospitals and a lenient grading system (compared to other schools). I ruined my one good chance of getting a good career at a decent hospital (especially with the school's reputation). Not only that, but if I decide I want to go into nursing, I'd have to start all over again and that thought alone stresses me out. I worked hard this time around and still managed to fail. I know some of you are going to try to encourage me to try again/not give up but I feel like (realistically) I might not be having one of those successful endings. I don't know what to do at and would like any advice/opinions about what to do moving forward. Thank you for taking the time to read this if you reached the end and I hope you have a great day. :) (Happy New Year!).

EDIT: I should have added that I was in an ADN program, not a BSN.