I've never had a stoner friend

And then I had to leave for a different state to get away from my ex-husband but also my kids- I don't know anyone so I'm starting to wonder if I'm going to die alone with much cannabis and only the puppy to notice if I fall down. I've been on my own in the house mostly for like 8 years despite all effort there's never anyone that wants to do cannabis with me maybe cuz I didn't start until my thirties for medical