Please help me find the right shoes?

Hey, (I'm born male EU Size 42-43) But I often prefer to wear woman's clothing, I do some crossdressing no big deal.
I'm looking for preferable black colored ankle boots or any other shoe with low heel or no heel, max 4 cm, that's easy to match with different outfits. I mostly wear black skinny jeans, sometimes blue denim.
My feet often look big in shoes, so I'm looking for a shoe that doesn't look like a clown shoe and that I can wear daily.
I order them online because shoes my size are hard to find in the women's section where I live.

Thank you for helping me out!