jc or poly (questionable score)

hello everybody ^{^}

i got l1r5 raw 13 (nett 9) and l1r4 raw 11/10

i think that this is honestly a decent score but its in such a bad position that i dont even know if i should consider going jc or poly😭😭

im planning to go science stream so i would most probably pick asrjc, but i really want to put njc first or dunman (as like a risky selection and pray that i make it) but i know that its quite hard to probably get into most of the science streams offered by other schools as well

to be very honest i dont really know what i want to do in poly as well but i really dont want to go to any other jc except for asrjc, njc, dunman, or maybe even tjc

what do i do😭😭