I feel bad for myself

2024 was so depressing to me. Super daming nangyari sa buhay ko to the point na napabayaan kona yung sarili ko. I gained so much weight and I only had 6 periods the entire year.

I wanted to start 2025 strong so I decided na magpapacheckup ako ulit sa OB ko to know where I should start.

Heto na nga. Lumabas na results ng labs ko. Grabe ang overwhelming. Naging abnormal yung triglycerides, cholesterol, and glucose test ko. Pati yung hbA1c ko, borderline na. My PCOS went from affecting only one ovary to affecting both na and because I haven’t had a period for months already, I have thick lining. Naaawa ako sa sarili ko. I’m only 25 yet my lab results look like this already.

I have yet to go back to my OB to show my results. 2024 was depressing, yes. Pero, I’m really planning to change and go back to normal na. My results aren’t that excessively high. I’m hoping na papayagan muna ako to manage my cholesterol levels with diet and exercise. As per my sugar and PCOS itself, I’m open to get medications (kasi nahihirapan talaga ako maglose ng weight since december, despite the regular exercise and control of diet).

Posting this here for my accountability. I hope I can come back stronger and healthier than ever. At sana, may ma share din ako sa inyo na successful journey. :) Hoping to manage my condition in 6-7months!