The effects of being in a healthy relationship talaga is *chef's kiss*
Actually it could be with anyone, your friend, life partner, or parents mo pa man yan. It really hits different, lalo na sa pagiging secure mo as a person.
Grabe before I met my now bf -- I was very insecure. Always on guard. I hated men. I am borderline alcoholic.
Pero nung nakilala ko siya, tanggap niya ko bilang ako. Finally for once in my life . I can be vulnerable and I can be me and I have dated a few guys before him never ko nafeel to sakanila.
I am much more confident now. I wear less make up, I post more selfies and I feel happier. I don't feel guilty for doing the things I like and for eating the food I want.
I can be vulnerable with him, nakakahinga yung dibdib ko pag kasama ko siya. Nagshushutdown ako. I can be weird, I can be childish, I can be crazy around him. All my interest, he pays attention to...
When my cats were sick, when they needed to be taken somewhere, when my mother and I fought, when I got my wisdom tooth extracted, when I went to the clinic or when I am sick he's there. Every possible holidays that we can be togther he was there when he didnt have to. Even all my stupid ideas, he wants to take part to. and all the stupid things I want to buy, he takes notes and buy them for me. Lahat ng side ko. lahat ng flaws ko lahat, he saw it yet he still loves me.
The only thing that scares me tbh is losing him.
First time nangyare to sakin. Finally ako namn.
My bf is so precious to me.
Thank you my love and I love you.