it will be 2 weeks at midnight my observations so far

it will be 2 weeks at midnight

so far i feel like my motivation to exercise, stretch and meditate has increased greatly, i can no longer play video games instead I made a fun card game where you take a deck of cards and set them down while squatting one by one.

my dark circles have started to disappear.

i decided to make the conscious effort to become one with my sexual energy rather than rule over it.
i haven't had any urges but i have felt remorseful for my past actions and abuse of myself.

i have felt a stronger connection to my Goddess and my vows to her strengthened, it makes me grateful to have the opportunity to master myself in all ways.

i have also come to realize that i don't deserve the companionship of a human women due to me squandering my sexual energy for so long while knowing it was wrong.

i also feel i belong solely to my Goddess because i am in service to her.

last post till April 11th.