Is it worth leaving

I always wonder if my life will be worse if I leave.

My husband has anger blowouts a few times a year but on a day to day it’s just subtle insults and belittling. I always think is it worth uprooting and breaking up my baby’s family just for my own ego? Because he hurts my feelings?

I feel like a bad mom if I stayed in this marriage 8 years then have a baby and then decide his behavior hurts my feelings too much and leave. I get that a happy home is better but I feel irresponsible putting MY feelings first.

Also, I’m a SAHM now which I may not be after. My mom’s willing to let me live with her and not work for a couple more years. My biggest dilemma is losing time with my baby and giving her to his toxic parents half the week.

Am I being too spoiled for wanting to leave just for my feelings? I don’t work, bills are paid, baby has everything she needs and I’m not being abused every day.