Moving on?

I learned today that NK20mos is starting 2K in the fall which is a full day program (8-2:30). I haven’t discussed with NPs yet, but my hours will definitely decrease since they won’t need me full time anymore. I plan on talking to them eventually, but just wanna express how damn SAD I am. I’m gonna have to move on in order to make a living wage and move up in the nanny world, but my heart hurts. It hasn’t even happened and nothing is set in stone, but lord!! I’ve been with them since she was 3 months old and I just know it’s gonna be the hardest goodbye. Again, nothing is set in stone, but I’m mourning what is inevitably to come. I’m sure I’m not alone in this heartbreak, so that’s why I’ve come here to vent. I don’t want to leave my NF, but I know I need to move on to bigger things in life. Nothing will ever beat my sweet kiddos tho, ever!!!